personal medical

 The first issue in the  personal medical arena is the question will type II diabetes.  My mother and my three brothers all had or have type II diabetes.  At first blush it would seem to be hereditary but that would not follow the  mendelian  protocol.  In studying the issue of our gut bacteria it is now    apparent the all of us boys received bacteria from our mother  which  over a period of time  caused diabetes.  It is too late to tell anything to Chris or my brother John when I told Mike the other day and hope  that he can follow up on it.  me while my plan is to try to alter my gut bacteria through probiotics and if  that fails I will use probiotic enemas.  

Now that I am 82  and feeling as though I am accelerating and it is time to write about it.  It has been three years since my spouse's departure from this life and I may have been given permission to go the rest of the way on my  own. Several times a day I want to tell my wife what has just happened but she is not here as far as I know.

 Perhaps it is too soon to write about the acceleration.  Perhaps I should first  put on goggles or strap myself in.  What the hell; there is nothing really to hide and I want to live all a very full life from here on out.  It all began on February 1, 2016.    I am going to divide this blog into sections.    There will be a personal life section and a public life section.   But I intend to be open and honest as I possibly can without injuring anyone's feelings I hope .  Much of this is about how to traverse the 80s.    But it is with us was a very say that because the there are many ways to traverse the 80s and has given you the one that I know about.    intend to explore intimacy without regard to  sexuality per se but rather simply personal intimacy  in which those involved including  myself  allow the semipermeable membrane to fully open.