Wednesday, March 29, 2017

The Boost Beyond Ego                   


I have not written in my blog since I've been here in Ormond Beach. I feel almost like a Tarpon Springs sponge. I will wring out some of that sponge and tell you what I've learned here.

One: I have really been blessed to be able to live with Michael.

Two: The Early Ducks Group is a phenomenal batch of folks who share their strength and experience in such a way that one feels gratified to be a human being.

Three: Although the fishing has been mostly fishing and not catching the scenery is so beautiful that it's hard to be disappointed.

Four: For myself at least I have discovered that it is much more important for me to be useful than to be happy (if I have to make a choice).

Five: in order to be useful I will venture back to Gainesville as often as my health allows to participate in the Double Circle Group. The accidental discovery of this configuration is well beyond me. It is certainly a method for placing people heart to heart, soul to soul and find that you can give each other the boost beyond ego. How afraid we all are of closeness but how much we yearn for intimacy without the bondage of self or sex.

Six: I will now seek the only path that I know to gain spiritual strength; and that path is so obvious; so hard for me to see...........i must simply shut my ego down and open myself to thee.

Thursday, February 16, 2017

      TRANSITIONING




DS is taking care of business and I am released from the bondage of worrying about his future my attention turns toward what the bottom up is all about. I've tried to read about it but I don't find any nuggets.  I am looking for the main theme in the bottom . In spite of notable men like Trump and Napoleon the bottom keeps us glued to reality. John Irving for instance writes about outliers. In the world according to Garp he writes about a feminist mother who has no interest in sex but commits rape. I don't see how we survive as a people if we are about outliers, pundits, presidents, and popes.  When I talk to people about bottom up processing their eyes glaze over. Even one of my former colleagues didn't know what bottom up processing was. I have to find a way to get peoples eyes to light up because when we work hard  as ordinary people things get better. I have spent an entire lifetime foolishly hoping for a better leadership and failed to find it.  But I am fearful that the bottom is being poisoned by detritus sprinkling down from above. We are so depressed as a People that one in six Americans are taking A prescription drug for depression or anxiety. Another bunch are continuing to smoke cigarettes  and drink fast quantities of whiskey and another bunch is trying to find the perfect killer weed. It is called killer weed because it keeps us from worrying about anything important and laughing about everything that we see around us.

So I think in AA I have found the bottom and hope to find out how they process and how they can help us to find our way.


Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Winding Down and Winding Up


There is no joy in closing this chapter of my life.  But one has to make certain decisions with regard to mental competency and simple physical ability.  I think that many people including myself avoid making decisions and then fate makes the decision for us.  So I hope I have made this decision to move to Ormond Beach and place myself in the care of my son Michael soon enough to avoid the interfering of fate. 

Certainly feel welcome here with Michael.  He helped me put up pictures today, and I feel at home.  I have been to three AA meetings at the early ducks group  and have felt welcomed there as well.   We have been to the beach twice see the sunrise.  Some folks in my AA group took me to breakfast so I am getting to know them.   I have not decided whether to write again but will certainly be watching Gator basketball.   I am planning on resuming my reading daily and have begun dig into Peter Breggin's recent book; Guilt  Shame and Anxiety.  This is a treatise on what  Breggin calls negative  legacy emotions.   Although one reader  calls this a new theory it was well outlined many decades ago in the AA literature.   But I consider it well worth reading.   I would like everyone to know that the Power of the Double Circle profited by $22.38  according to Amazon. (paid ad)

 Over the next few months I will try to speak to the paradoxical relationship between depression and sadness.  This will be a firsthand account as it is been at first very depressing to think of leaving Gainesville but now I find that sadness does began to take its place in my emotions and depression does not seem to hold much water. 

Friday, December 30, 2016

Seeking Consilience

Consilience is the linking together of principles from different disciplines especially when forming a comprehensive theory


     With some degree of trepidation I am placing the cart before the horse in “seeking consilience”; but I have  titled this piece before fully working out the details of the theory.  However, I hope that this will be an interactive effort, as I will be seeking help from others in developing a comprehensive theory.  It is a somewhat defensive posture rather than a fully fleshed out theory.  So the defense is a defense against psychiatry, as we know it today.  Psychiatry is now seen as a medical specialty with the main thrust as an effort to correct chemical imbalance through medication.  Because of monetary imperatives psychiatry has taken the road of big Pharma and no longer is seen as an effort to comprehend and administer healing to the human personality.  To put it bluntly the human personality has been experienced as too complex to be given  a DSM value or a code number for medical diagnosis.

Since our book was written (The Power of the Double Circle) I have studied David Bohm, a physicist, who has written about fragmentation in society.  He died a few years ago and hoped to develop small groups to work on the issue of fragmentation.  My own take on his concept of fragmentation is that in our historical acceleration our ego has outrun our “heart” or those deeper centers of the brain that seek wholeness. Bohm believed that we could seek wholeness through small group process. To be candid I need to experience many more group sessions to arrive fully at Bohm's conclusion.  However I do share his concerns about fragmentation.  It can certainly be seen in the way in which you are ignored after many years of speaking out about the excesses and deceptions within psychiatry and the pharmacological giants.  In my opinion, David Bohm was seeking consilience when he opened the door of fragmentation as a pan- societal problem. So we need the help of many, in my opinion. Sometime in the distant past I sought enlightenment from those above me in rank and from writing that bore the stamp of approval from the establishment. But now I seek truth  from the bottom as  have come to believe that is where the unfiltered knowledge of the centuries of trial and error lie. It lies quietly at the bottom of the sea within the genome of us all in a collected sunrise. Knowledge that comes from the soul of us all.

So I too see our problem as fragmentation rather than party against party, state against state, nation against nation, and sometimes friend against friend as the elan vitale is depleted from our soulThis soul depletion is a product of our ego running ahead of the rest of our being and this is distorting our reality. 
   


Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Rumblings in Psychiatry

In a recent Mad in America column Philip Hickey, PhD placed a hickey on Jessica Gold, MD (a resident in psychiatry) with a 10-point denunciation on the demerits of psychiatry, which I will capsulize as follows:

1.  Psychiatry’s definition of mental disorder embraces every significant problem of thinking, feeling, and behaving and thus medicalizes problems that are not medical in nature.
2.  Psychiatry presents illnesses as causes of specific problems, which are merely labels and provide no insight into the nature or essence of the presetting problem.
3.  Psychiatry has routinely deceived us with these vaguely defined problems but have no known neural pathology.
4.  Psychiatry has promoted drugs as corrective measures when it is “well-known” that no psychiatric drug corrects any neural pathology
5.  5. Psychiatry has conspired with big pharma to demonstrate that their products are safe and effective and suppress negative results, short term follow-up, suppress marginal results and suppress revealing of adverse effects.
6.  A great many psychiatrists accepted large sums of big pharma money in various gifts and inducements
7.  Psychiatry’s labels are disempowering by using notions that the “diseases” are incurable and require drugs for life. This encourages long-term dependency and mediocrity.
8.  Psychiatry’s treatments are destructive and damaging in the long term
9.  Psychiatry’s self serving medicalization of mental problems undermines resilience and foster powerlessness, uncertainty, and dependence.
10.      Psychiatry’s primary agenda over the past four decades has been the expansion of the list of mental illnesses and the assignment of these illnesses to more and more people. 


Before addressing these 10 issues by Dr. Hickey, one by one, it should be pointed out that something went way south long ago.

When I entered psychiatry after 10 years as a country doctor in Mississippi I was moving toward the specialty because of the psychiatrist that I brought into Natchez Mississippi gave so many people electric shock treatments(ECT) that he wore out his welcome. I knew I made a mistake when I realized that he did not like to listen to people.  I thought I could do better by just listening, if nothing else. 

Near the end of my life I find that many issues such as mental illness have a historical quality that are ignored because the claims and counter-claims missed the scene of the accident by decades. When psychiatrists discovered that they could get in on the medical insurance bonanza they jumped in with partially hatched and poorly incubated disease labels. But they failed to catch up because the labels were a house of cards. So to this extent I agree with Dr. Hickey on his list of complaints of 1, 2 and 3(seen above). Dr. Hickey has not, however, offered a viable solution as often happens when one arrives on the scene 20 plus years after the accident. It is as though a container ship was built to carry containers that had not been described but only vaguely glimpsed. Most of our severe problems span more than 100 years. not the least of which relates to the phenomena known as spiritual healing (will be discussed more in a later blog).

Points 4 and 5 by Dr. Hickey have been cited in the current issue of Scientific American which is available https://www.scientificamerican.com

And look for

Psychiatrists Must Face Possibility That Medications Hurt More Than They Help

 

Items 6,7,8,9 and 10 point to a issue raised by Malcolm Gladwell called moral licensing . Gladwell explains that moral licensing occurs when one gives themselves permission to act immorally because they feel empowered because they have recently done good things for others as one example. When I was in practice big pharma reps would often comment on how poor people could be help by getting free samples failing say that the drug was cost an arm and a leg as soon as the samples were gone. Gladwell explains that someone told him that they were not prejudiced racially because they had a black friend.

Although I agree with Dr. Hickey on the 10 points he offers no solution. So I contend that there are bottom-up methods of human interaction, which have not come into widespread usage because they require work, and a method of start-up.  


In 1958 we set out to solve the problem of schizophrenia as a post-sophomore research fellow for the National Institutes of Mental Health. Little did I know then and just a wee bit more do we know now. My colleague, Dr. Baringer and I thought we could narrow the focus to the study of a copper-bearing enzyme (ceruloplasmin) thought to be a problem in schizophrenia. Six decades later we still don’t know much about ceruloplasmin and its role in schizophrenia. We did gain a large dose of humility.

When psychiatry began working on the DSM III in 1974 it was not until 6 years later that a finished product was published. The six years was fraught with much gnashing of teeth and a house of cards was waiting to be blown away. Dr. Baringer and I contended in 1958 was that the interactions of personality with biologic and genetic forces did not give an adequate foundation for a medical diagnostics scheme. With the advent of the gene mapping we are left even more out on a shaky limb. Now in 2016 with one in every 6 Americans taking a prescribed medication for a mental health problem we are truly awash in doubt.

In my opinion the major players in the development of the DSM III were the big pharma psychiatrists, the child psychiatrists and a few psychoanalytic psychiatrists who remained alive but could not keep pace with the new order. What needed to be understood was the role of personality in healing from the vagaries of modern life. We needed to understand child development and the role of faulty and/or inadequate development in mental problems. we needed to find methods to emulate natural healing as well as find schemes of spiritual healing. Finally we needed to give space for the emerging arena of genetic factors. It was a tall order abut when the smoke cleared we faced a cosmetic nightmare. 

So we are left with a mess and the probability of the medications that are being promoted by psychiatry are covering up problems in the short run and deepening problems in the long run. Meanwhile eighty years of trial and error in Alcoholics Anonymous coming from the bottom–up rather than the top-down have focused on each person facing their character defects and vowing to make restitution while their group views their progress with empathy. Though painful it appears to work as well now as it did 80 years ago. What the AA scheme does address is the power of our individual genetics to mold our future. The power of AA is to use group support to help each individual cope with their own gene-behavior. Can you imagine for a moment what it would take for Trump to modify his genetic-greed behavior? Now after 34 years in AA I can tell you that modifications come with serious work on my part and serious help from my AA friends and sponsors on their part.The Double Circle Group is but a method in continual trial and error to assist in learning to work with a sponsor, getting the group help to navigate thorny issues of personality, and discovering how to get the most out of bottom-up processing. I favor a kind of sponsorship that depends on the principle of helping each other achieve sobriety and mental well being while gaining a more evenhanded personality. As of this writing many AA sponsors use an autocratic way of sponsorship.

In the past twenty  years AA groups working from the bottom-up have gradually brought into their fold those with a variety of disorders on a person by 
person basis. AA Central Office has only peer related input into this phenomenon. 

From the AA opening meeting statement; "Rarely have we seen a person fail who has thoroughly followed our path. Those who do not recover are people who will not or cannot give themselves to this simple program......"